Thursday, December 21, 2006
Turn Off Unnecessary Windows XP Services
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-J
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Merry christmas
She's a queen without a throne
giving up the crown to move to a far away land
Leave her whole life behind
Kind of a reverse fairy tale
Only instead of coming from nothing to having everything
She's giving up everything to have just the warmth, the life
Well all I want this year is you
I'll still treat you like a queen even away from the kingdom
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Dear you
It looks like we got ahead of ourselves already
Now we just need to play catch-up
I can't help but notice you've been avoiding me
I don't blame you
Maybe it's for the best
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Make you smile

I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes
I said hello but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway
The last time I saw you
You turned away
I couldn't hear with your voice ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you
You're always so far away
The first time I saw you
You turned away
I couldn't see you with the smoke getting in my eyes
I said hello but you kept on walking
I'm going deaf from the sound of the dj
The first time I saw you
You turned away
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you
You're always so far away
I don't
Don't want to take you home
Please don't
Don't make me sleep alone
If I could
I'd only want to make you smile
If you were to stay with me for a while
The next time I see you
You'll turn away
I'll say hello but you'll keep on walking
The next time you see me I'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you
You're always so far away
I don't
Don't want to take you home
Please don't
Don't make me sleep alone
If I could
I'd only want to make you smile
If you were to stay with me for a while
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Transitions
Everything needs to fade from starlight into bright of day
From what I hear
Nothing gold can stay
But Billy West got a new lease on life
Maybe things won't be so bad for me
I still have a long way to go though
I've always had this sort of lifetime near-sightedness
When I was 18, I never thought I'd live past 25 for whatever reason. I just couldn't imagine myself then, what my life would be like
Had a girlfriend back then.
She used to ask me about the future all the time, was she in it and all that.
I would always just say that I couldn't see myself in the future
Really had a problem visualizing it
But it sounded like a shitty, passive-aggressive way of saying “don't plan on sticking around, babydoll.”
But I was telling the truth, maybe I just don't have a future
So when it finally dawned on me, that I'd probably make it past 25, I had to start making other plans
Took the peircing out of my tongue
I want to still have my teeth in ten years
Quit smoking
Don't want to be coughing out my lungs at 45
You get the idea
So now I'm in another kind of transisiton
Relationship crucible
I guess you got to just be yourself
Run it up the flagpole and see what happens
Sink or swim
Just say what's on your mind
For better or for worse
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Friday, May 19, 2006
Well I guess it's true
Pete writes hits
I just write hitlists
I'm not a hitman
I'm not even really a hit, man
I'm not really a rockstar, but I rolled him over while he was passed out
Stone-drunk on the floor
Stole his wallet, watch and keys
All I still have is his day planner
It's a struggle to make every date
Every photo op with paris
I get spread thin, worn out
Always on a plane
Hoodie up, headphones on
Every three weeks
Like clockwork
Now it's to vegas
On to Minneapolis/St. Paul
On the run
Towards something instead of away
Kind of a reverse witness protection program
Only she's the mafia don
And I look terrible in the nun's habit
All washed out in black and white
The way pictures look taken with disposable cameras
Disposable camera, pictures forever
Though it always seems like the memory fades much faster than the picture
I've told the new philly story so many times it seems like it almost just that
A story
Passed away into legend, you me and andrea
-J
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Tonight I sit with the dark again
Guns drawn, aimed into the distance
Routine again
Stomach, throat, eyes on fire
Deep inside, churning
My fingertips tap out this message
sos from my sinking ship, I let the ring slip out of my fingers
Loose lips and all
Soon I'll be back in the cold
Lungs and skin flushed with heavy breathing
Hard
Hard.
In the dark no one can see you blush so what does it matter?
Why can't I just let the cat out of my bag
Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
Another shot in the dark
Another shot
Another shot...
Bottom line? I'm part martyr, part used car salesman. Sorry, but that's just how the math works
Monday, May 15, 2006
At the same time
It wasn't very pleasant for me
I don't think I'm really built for that sort of thing
I'm really only built to date one woman at a time
I mentioned that to a coworker today because she had been dating 3 guys named Alex all at the same time
I realized, what the hell was I thinking?
Why have two angry, unsatisfied women in your life when you could just have the one
Just thinking