I'll keep singing this lie

...if you'll keep believing it.

I've got sunshine in my veins, a wash in blue and silver
the smell of oranges and summer
there's a blue house, a long way from here, where your ghost still walks around
holds conversations and smokes cigarettes down to the filter,
where my jokes are still funny, and your hair still looks great,
at least in pictures

the clouds rolled out a long time ago, but i swear they're back
my bathroom smells like ohio
a long car ride, airport to hit the bricks
hide and seek and regan abounds thrown off the grounds with the grounds
we won't always love these selfish things
I voided the warranty a long time ago, cut the tape in front of a club so exclusive
even I can't get in
I've got the stamp to prove it
I'm a one man army, at war with myself, the demons in my head

my mom always said I was so nice and sweet... so what happened?

but then you always said I was so funny...

I won't always love these selfish things, sometimes I'll love the things you want me to

I'm still driving away and I'm sorry everyday