"I am such a loser,
I'm a sucker for the truth or
dare me to just be honest with myself"

To do today:

• Invest in black lipstick
• Try new leaf, turn if necessary
• Find a family, make Christmas happen in October.
• Scheme on how to get out of jury duty
• Tell her how I feel
• Save Money
• Drink ruckus juice and get crunked up.

Peace,

J

heartsandscars

XemoisnotabadwordX
but it sure doesn't mean what people think it does
and no one really thinks it's a good thing
especially not me

Back In LA

In a cab, speeding along at 100 mph. I can't wait to get to my bed, talk on the phone, be at rest... for 12 hours

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Haiku4You

Even now, i know
you're keeping me in your heart
and you are in mine

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Early

So this morning i woke up at 4:40am after waking up at midnight and having trouble sleeping. I'll be sleeping on the plane.

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Early To Pa

So i'm on my way on another casting trip. Right now i'm on my way to beautiful harrisburg, pa. Gotta love reality tv!

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Travel

Good morning blog... I am up way too early! All work and no play make josh a dull boy. All work and no play make josh a...

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Do bad people know they're bad?

Did Buffalo Bill know what he was doing was wrong?  Who knows, he's made up.
But does anyone actively know that they're bad people?  Would I know if I were a bad person?  I'm beginning to suspect that I wouldn't and I am.  Who knows.  Ever just feel like an asshole?  Sometimes I do and I wonder if that life's way of saying quit being a jerk.  Be a better person. 

Be better, feel better. 

Makes sense to me.

P.S.

I'm in serious hate with the world right now.

-J

whoareyou?

I look into his face and he looks back. I look into his eyes and they look back at mine. Then they look at my mouth so I look at his mouth, then back to his eyes, backing up, at his whole face. I think, Who? Who are you? His head tilts to one side.
I say, "Who are you?"
"What do you mean?"
"Nothing."
I look at his eyes again, deeper. Can't tell who he is, what he thinks.
"What?" he says. I look at his mouth.
"I'm just wondering," I say and go wandering across his face. Study the chin line. It's shaped like a persimmon.
"Who are you? What are you thinking?"
He says, "What the hell are you talking about?"

-"Lust"
By Susan Minot

Sometimes I walk around with blinders on. This should be obvious to anyone who knows me. I think it must be a combination of tunnel vision and a survival mechanism. This lends itself to a sort of youthful innocence that can be somewhat endearing but can also lead to a lot of naivete. To me, I try to keep my head in the game but not cause problems.

So what I'm trying to say is, sometimes the clouds around my head part and show me a piece of something larger that shows me what I've been missing. This is a real What the fuck? moment for me usually. I reel and attempt to grasp the scope of what I've been too dense to see.

I just had another one of those moments.

whothehellareyou? no, really.

hearts and scars,

Josh

Second Test

So, this is another test to see just how absurd tech can get. Turns out i can only send emails with 80 chars or less

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Email Test

I know you'll be amazing, cause you are.

Just a test...
A-HA!

Now I can post from my mobile phone. Suckers!

Michigan Madness

So just a quick update.  I'm in Michigan right now, doing interviews for Three Wishes and tearing ass across the state.  Things are good.  I miss California, but I miss Minnesota more.  I'll write more when I get a chance.  Later. 

 

PS. For a good time in Marshall, Michigan try the stagecoach inn.

 

Josh